About a Boy
In this dream, the boy I wanted
was making me shell necklaces, shell
bracelets; one bracelet was heavy with cement
blocks in case I had to walk alone in New York at night--
he said I could use the bracelet for protection and laughed.
There was sand in his hair and at the crinkles of his eyes.
He wore beach clothes, a t'shirt and shorts and so jovial
picking up pieces of shells--fuschia, cotton-candy-pink--off the floor.
I wanted him and told him so, "But what about 'so and so'? He asked,
partly joking. "I will always love 'so and so,'" I replied. And we kissed
a big wet sloppy kiss and I could tell that he was a little clumsy, but
I loved his energy, his spontaneous, wild, healthy energy, and I could tell
that he loved me.
